just came back from small fish auntie's house
oh my
so sinnful !
i ate crab over at my auntie's place
looked at the time now
SINNFUL ME ):


AHHHH.
anyway
i screwed my IS timetable
im supposed to choose 1 IS and 2 IS time slot
end up
i only chose 1 time slot
and the another that i forget to choose
i only left with 1pm - 3pm slot
OH FUCK !
im damn pissed can
which mean i will have 3 hours break in between
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO DURING THAT 3 HOURS ??

i planned to work at 2pm everyday tuesday
cause my IS normally starts from 8am - 12pm
and because i forget to choose the slot for my world issue module
i have to start work late
i email-ed the lecturer for my world issue module
and he was nice enough to reply me straight away
he couldnt help me to change my slot
but he directed me to the correct person who can help me
thanks anyway
im going to call the person tmr morning
hopefully i can change to the morning class
PLEASE !!!!

school will be starting in 2 weeks time
i realised i haven been doing anything meaningful
either im working
if not i will be off and stay at home for the whole day
boring holidays.
humans are weird animals
when there's school
they keep complaint about how stressful school is
when there's holiday
they will keep complaint how boring holiday is
OH MY
im one of that weird animals
actually im looking forward/ but at certain point
im also not looking forward to school

when school starts,
i will be in year 3
my final year
thou i will be in different class with amy,joo,joyce & bishi
i guess i will be alright after some time
i knew the day would come
simply because
my RESULT SUCKS !
hahahahaha
this separation will only make me strong & more independent

after first sem i will be off for attachment during holiday
wonder which company i will be post to
*worry !
that will be my last holiday in poly
which mean after that
i wont be having anymore holiday
after 2nd sem
i will be graduating (hopefully i can)
and
i will be stepping into the working society
woohooo
cant imagine anyway
a world full of hypocrites, backstabber
SCARY LAR !
shall not think so much first
enjoy my last poly life first
hehe


well, anyway
lucky i managed to clear everything
and move up to year 3
final year
i hope i wont be so slack
plus
i hope i can improve my GPA
my GPA has been dropping can
i NEVER hit 3 before
so sad right
everyone in my class get 3 and above
):
when school start,
i know my busy life gonna start again
school (projects,tutorial,quiz,exam)/work/band/relationship/family
hahahahaha
i will be complaining inside my blog again
thats normal
because singaporean always complaint
and what make it worst is
they complaint NON-STOP

So fucking B.R.O.K.E now


went to Jurong Point to collect my bag that i bought online

not suppose to spend ANY MONEY
who knows
end up
i bought 4 tops today
one for mummy
three for myself
=x
ahhhh
and when i got home
i saw this email from Threadless





so.....
end up
i bought one tee for myself
and one tee for dar
OH MY
i declared im damn fucking broke now
i only left 20bucks in my account
its end of the month
bills will be all send to my letter box soooon
FUCKING SIAN
im not that kind that is able to save money
neither im good in saving money
TEACH ME HOW TO BE THRIFTY ANYONE?
i seriously need to save up &
most importantly
learn not to anyhow spend money
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

one year anniversary coming
dar's 21st birthday coming too
school starting too
ahhhhh
everything need money
fuck !
so dead now.
i hope i can take all the neoprints we took in the past
and ask for a refund !!
if not i shall sell all my "HUANG ZHU GE GE collection"
anyone wanna buy?
i doubt NO ONE EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK AT IT !

):
im not earning much at adidas also
maybe i shall just gather all the stuffs i no longer want
and set up one stall at the flea market
and try to sell everything out
at least i still can to earn some money
good idea HOR?
hmmmm


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24.o3.2oo8 - Monday
Belated Birthday Celebration for Ching & Khoon.
Happy 20th Birthday my friends
(:

went to celebrate ching & khoon's belated bday at clementi K box
it took so long for everyone to gather together
thou there's still some people missing
but well
we still enjoyed ourselves to the fullest

Birthday Girl & Boy


Kelvin (ching's Bf) & Ching

Dar & Me

khoonie



Buddies
Khoon & Kee

Yin


The Group Photo
(:

Buddies For Life
8 years & still counting on.

Surprises !


Dont Strip Ching

DDR
=x


S.T.A.G.E

Hand-Make S.T.A.G.E tee by me & dong
(took us 3hours plus =x)

camera's batt die halfway thr the celebration
so din get to take much photos
after we sing finished
it was around 3am
and the whole gang walked from
Clementi all the way back to Bukit Batok
POWER BO !!
we took around 1hour plus
hahahahahahahaha
great exprience
chatted & laughed all the way back

its the accompany of one another that makes the celebration wonderful
(:

i love my friends
i love my gang
i love my buddies
i love my dar
i love everyone who loves ME

its all about love
&
most importantly
its all about give & take

Labels: the art of being thrifty

was unable to blog for the past few days
had been busy with my uncle's wake
everything ended on monday
the past few days wasnt easy for everyone
esp my grandma & grandpa
its hard for the rest of my uncles & aunties as well
last day was the worst
everyone cried while sending our uncle off for the very last time

it was my first time seeing close relative passed away
my first time staying up for few nights at the wake
my first time sitting & standing so close to a coffin
i hope it will be the first & the last time
i know human cannot avoid death neither we can control death
but i really dont wish to see anymore death
its too painful for the people living
they need time to go back to their normal life
but how much time do they need?
one month?
one year?
or even the entire of their life?
its not easy to forget
its not easy to get back to normal life
even we use the entire life time to forget
to get back to normal life
the pain still exist.

just came from grandma's house
everyone was feeling down & speechless
it was so sudden
we almost could not believe our ears and eyes
we just could not accepted the fact that our uncle was gone
everything happened too suddenly
im so confused now
mummy & other relatives was feeling super duper down
everyone's eyes were filled with tears
the whole scene made my heart sank to the deepest
maybe this is life & death
something that all of us will go through one day
sighs !


life is so fragile and at the same time it is so unpredictable.

please dont try to take any of my love ones away from me
please !!


result will be out today
i guessed my result will be pretty bad
maybe i'll fail like how i failed my traffic police test
FUCK

Labels: stop everything please

F.U.C.K

its just not my day
i failed my traffic police test
wah
it seems like the whole world gonna fall on me
im so fucking depressed can
maybe im too eager to get my license
maybe i wanted to pass so badly
that end up
everything become a mess
before i went for my test
i went circuit with my instructor to do some warmed up
i made so many mistakes
my whole mind went blank
i could not do my parking well
i could not turn properly
it was my worst performance
my instructor was damn fucking pissed off with me
not only him
im pissed off with myself
i blamed myself
i blamed the heavy rain
i hated myself
i hated the heavy rain
my instructor was saying the heavy rain doesnt affected MUCH
the problem lies on the driver who was ME
so im the problem lar
FUCK

when it came to the actual test
im so dead !!
i made mistakes here & there
and as a result
of cause
I FAILED !!!!

so fucking depressing
so fucking disappointed
AHHHHHHH

alright
im so fucking depressed & upset for the whole evening
the heavy rain made my mood even worse
i refused to talk
refused to do anything
i just sat on the sofa and stone
stone all the way to 8pm
went to meet my mum for dinner
im venting all my disappointment & anger on food
i ate all i can
damn fucking full
my mum was telling me to try again
& dont be dishearted
and ALSO STOP VENTING MY ANGER ON FOOD
=x
cant helped it
im used to it
my way of making myself feel better
sighs !
still can get over it.

Oh ya
shir came my hse today to make sushi
it was actually a surprised for victor & my dar
shir managed to surprise victor i guessed
but im not able to surprise my dar
cause we made the sushi on a day that he was in camp
well
i'll think of something else
IM FULL OF RUBBISH IDEAS (:
lazy to blog
see the photos instead.

Labels: i failed ):

spot me?

ching, dar & yin

at first they were so serious

and they started to get bored. LOL

looked at ching's face
depress look

the pro of the night (:

4 pathetic prawns were inside the net

OMG ! PRAWN !

ching & the prawn

1, 2 , 3 & 4 hmmm

Bbq Time

Buddies (:

I WANT TO PRAWN/CLUB/SHOP/DRIVE and MORE !!!
thats what holiday are for right
but what im doing now is
WORK.WORK & WORK
kind of NO LIFE now
dar went back to camp
all my friends/buddies/gang were busy with their own lives too

as i grew older,
i realised friends do play an important part in my life.
but in the same time
i dont know why
as time goes by,
we are losing our friend one by one.
from close friend to stranger,
from stranger to close friend ,
the cycle continues.
maybe that explain the sentence
"people walk in and out of our life"

actually to me
meet up once awhile,
chill or shop
im fine with anything
just meet up
updated me your life
and lets laugh our day or night off
and im contented
its impossible to stick together everyday
but a sms/email/call will simple brighten one's day

i envy the life of eileen mummy (my in charge)
she's leading a life that i desire
im starting to wonder what i actually want in life
im starting to wonder what i can do in life
& im starting to wonder what i can expect from life

okay people
im not emo okay (:
i just want to voice out how i feel about certain issue
maybe cause i see/hear/encounter too much
& i need to let out all my feeling
WOOOOOOOO
i feel better now
shall go back and think about my new found interest; PRAWN-ING
hahahahahahahahahaha


BYE BYE !!
last i want to add
WAHJONG is driving me NUTS !
im losing sleep because of WAHJONG !