.Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ' 10:20 AM
I love you
OH MY GOD.
can somebody entertain
ME?
sighs
im rotting in
NGEE ANN LIBRARYi hate tuesday
i seriously
HATE TUESDAY8am - 10am lesson
then gonna wait for
3HOURS for 1pm lesson
WHAT THE FUCK
AHHHHHH
suppose to do some research for my
FYPbut im not in the mood of doing anything
bishi is sick
so maybe later i shall call the mentor
and cancel the meeting with him
im feeling so sleepy
slept on the bus,
keep dozing off in class
even now im in the library
i feel like lying on the
TABLE AND SLEEP
HOW HOW HOW
LOOK AT THE TIME NOWITS 10.45am ONLY
my friends haven finish class yet& im FUCKING HUNGRY !
im feeling so shitty now
if only things are different
if only im in the same class as them
if only
WHATEVER SHIT LAR
its too late to say if only if only
what am i suppose to do now
maybe i shall just open up my lecture notes
&
STUDYno point for me to keep complaining right
shall
TRY to do some work now
working at 6pm later
SHAG.
Labels: what a DAY
.Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ' 5:50 PM
I love you
FINALLY
finally i get it done
after going thr so much of shit
finally i get it done !!
YEAH !!
but more to come
sighs !!
i got my budget
i got my worries
i got so much so much to consider
planning & organising is not easy
trying to make things work is even worst
AHHHH
my head is getting bigger each day
thanks friends for helping me
(:
i appreciated
_______________________________
i have a dream ytd
i dreamt that i was late for class
end up
WHO KNOWS
im really late for class today
8am class
sooo
i skipped again
i feel like slapping myself
hopefully next week im able to wake up
if not i will recieve
WARNING LETTER SOONbut im really tired
normally if i work on monday
im sure i cant wake up for my tuesday class one
but im trying lar
AHHHHH
ROARS !
since i skipped the morning class
i went school ard 12
meet amy/deng hao for lunch
hmm
im tired till i din even go make my ez link card
lesson started at 1
and finished around 3
and off to meet my
FYP MENTORdiscussed awhile and
off to meet the other grpmates
stayed in school till 6 plus
then headed home
i feel good when i dont have to work after school
i feel good when i get to accompany my mummy for dinner
i feel good when i can go home and rest after school
i feel good when i know i got enough time to do my project/tutorial
i feel good when i dont have to work till so hard for extra money
i feel good.
BOO
.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 11:37 PM
I love you
IM FUCKING SHAG & SUAY,
i did mention i lost my ez link card right
FUCKalright skip that
im supposed to wake up at 730am
end up i overslept
and i missed my 9am lecture
OH PLEASEit was just the 2nd week of school only
and i skipped one lecture already
ahhhhhh
(suay incident 1)
i cabbed to school for my 11am tutorial
slighty late for my tutorial
but its still okay
after tutorial met amy/joo/bishi/babe for lunch
im glad i still have them in school can
after which i went for lecture with them
SAM lecture will never be
BOREDcause i got a lecturer who loves to talk
and heng his topic never failed to make us bored
when lecture was about to end
something
SUAY happened
the zip of my bag went crazy
the whole zip spoiled !!!
here goes my fav bag
MY
GREEN SUPER DUPER BIG BAG PACK
sighs !
so i have to carry my bag around without being able to zip it up
so meaning the pocket of my bag was OPEN !
(suay incident 2)
my school should end at 5
but it ended earlier
so i headed down to work
i was happy at first,
tot i could go grab something to eat since im early
but who knows
third suay incident coming
i was listening to my music
and slowly slowly..
slowly.
I FALL ALSEEP ON THE BUS
occasionally i will wake up and checked
i remmbered waking up at town
and i told myself im not supposed to sleep anymore
but end up i fall alseep again
and
SUDDENLY i woke up
finding myself somewhere in
CHINATOWNi saw one of the passenger pressing the bell
so i followed him & alighted the bus
oh my
to my horror
i realised
i dont know where
AM I ???
i walked around and found out
im
STUCKEDso no choice
i took a cab
the whole cab fare cost me $9.75
close to 10 BUCKS !
FUCK !
(suay incident 3)
im damn depressed can !!
spent unneccessary money on unneccessary things
sighs !
during work
i recieved a news
WAH
i really nearly went
INSANE !
my whole mind was filled with
"HOW HOW HOW?"ahhhhh
shall not eleborated much
AHHH
what a suay day for me !
(suay incident 4)
im hope what happened today
can give me luck for the rest of my week
(:
maybe the rest of my life
hahahaha
FAT HOPE !!
BYE
BEE IS SUPER DUPER SAD !
):
.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' 9:00 PM
I love you
FUCK;
i lost my ez-link card
AGAIN !
its the
THIRD TIME ALREADY&#)&)#@&$)@
sighs !
mummy gonna nag at me again
well
i shall keep my mouth shut from her
& faster replace with a new ez-link card
bye to my concession
AHHH
went
IMM with dar just now
shop/eat/search for my ez-link card
hahaha
cause i lost it
SOMEWHERE in
IMM& i dont know where lar
fucking suay
time passed so fast without me realising it
tmr gonna go school again
2nd week of school only
BUT im already so bored/sick of school
working after school tmr
im sick & tired of working already
i have said this over thousands of times already
but no choice
i need to work
cause i need money !
everything needs money
thats why singapore is such a stressful country to live in
without money, you are just NOTHING
maybe its not totally true
but without money
what can you do
NOTHING RIGHT ?
the world is cruel/unfair
Saturday
19.o4.2oo8Youth Band Gathering; BBQdid i mention i join youth band?
yup
i joined the youth band
& im still playing the tuba
hahahaha
alright went bbq ytd with shiling/linzhe/my other juniors
its was at somewhere
somewhere lar, i think i better dont mention the place
in case that i get into unneccessary trouble again
im damn gulity for the trouble i caused ytd
so
I SHALL ZIP MY MOUTH
reached the bbq place ard 1 plus
slack the whole afternoon off
play psp/talk rubbish/help out a lil for the bbq
finally the bbq started
but i and shi ling werent very interested
so we went to the room & chatted
chatted a lot
& i realised we have grown up throughout the years
we are no longer the childish secondary students that we are used to be
stayed till around 9 plus
and both of us cabbed back to bb
i went to meet dar and shi ling went home
meet dar for midnight movie
& supper at gombak
damn shag ytd
reached home around 2 plus
i dint even bath
& I JUST DOZE OFF ON MY BED
(:
Friday
18.o4.2oo8
FANTAZIA @ NGEE ANN POLYno school on friday
WHOOOO
went to meet my dad for lunch
then i head home to change
was supposed to wait for dar to come to my place
but i doze off when i reached home
so he stood outside my place for 1/2 hour i guessed
sorrrrry....
quickly bathed & changed
was supposed to meet ching/kelvin/yin in school
530 in school
eh,of cause
im late lar
so dar & me cabbed down to np
all of us & victor slacked around then
we proceed to the convention hall for the performance
reserved one whole row of seats of ourselves
& for kee/khoon and andy(shir's bro)
the whole performance started around 7pm
its nice
but the host SUCKS
=x
make the whole performance so bored
bit overall the dance and singing was nice
the whole event supposed to end around 930
but dragged till 10 plus
so dar have to leave first
cause he need to book in
so the rest of us waited for shir
finally when she was done,
we looked at our watch and realised
it was 12AM already.
was super hungry
so we took bus down for supper
chatted/laughed all the way till 1 plus
den cabbed home again.
let's see the photos !
hahahaha
the stage
the dancer - SHIR
US
ching & kelvin
me & dar
group photo
Take ONE
Take TWO
Buddies For Life
PENG YOU (:
shir & victor
khoon & ann (shir's instructor)
Lame ASS
WE ARE BORED
CRAPS
RUBBISH
MESSY
WE LOVE TO DANCE
DUMB
sighs
i only left with less than 10days to think
AHHH
running out of ideas & money
LOL
):
.Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' 11:46 PM
I love you
sometime,
some things really makes me feel so helpless
i cant blame the others
& i dont want to
some things are just beyond my controli hope there will be a change in hera change to a better one of causei dont know how to help herbut maybe the giving her advise & make sure she comes everydaywill does help a lilim not hoping for the best
but show me there's some changes & improvement please
i dont know how long am i be able to hold on to you
there's too much for me to consider
i cant stop people from saying/commenting
what i can do is, i shall shut my ear
so i wont be able to hear
i give you chance to prove to me
i shall constantly remind myself as well
i dont want to see myself repeating
i dont want to disappoint myself
neither to
disappoint the people who love me & care for me
so lets work hard together
my friend.
.Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ' 12:04 AM
I love you
365days & still counting on.
lalalalalalalalala
the story still goes on & on..
a never ending story i hope
anyway
me and dar decided to have an advance celebration
so we went out on saturday for our celebration
i have a lil surprised for him
i decided to take him to a spa session
it took me a long time to search for the spa shop
finally i found one thr the net
one that is near & thou the price is a bit expensive
but overall i guess it wasnt that bad
so i decided to give it a try
so i went down to the shop & make an appointment
i chose the Couple Delight Package
*Couples Delight (2.25hrs)
$278 Nett for 2 Person
If you prefer a fruity full Body scrub and a long massage
combined with a relaxing scalp and neck massage,
then both of you should give this a try.
Treatment is highly moisturizing and soothing.
it was my first time trying spa
OMFG
actually i hate massaging
i hate the itchy feeling
i hate people touching my body
LOL
but its okay lar
since i never tried before & my dar was keen on it
sooo i shall give it a try
hahahaha
quite suay
i have my period one day before the spa
so i skipped the scrub
and have the massge straight away
so paiseh at all first
cause gonna remove all the clothing
but after a while
i feel betta
but i still dont like massaging
i dont feel comfortable at all sia
instead i felt so painful all over my body
*weird !
the present & card (:
Spa Vintage
the map
after the spa session
we went down to Marina Bay for the Singapore Flyer ride
i felt damn pissed off
because my hair is super duper oily
all becuase of the spa
AHHHH
yucks !!
Singapore Flyer
our tickets (:
US (:
the whole ride took us 30minutes
well
nothing much lar
basically just enjoying all the scenery
after that both of us decided to try Popeyes
both of us doesnt have a good impression with Popeyes's food
we tried once at the airport
& it SUCKS !
the bread was as hard as a STONE
but after we tried the one at Marina Bay
it was GOOOOOD (:
hahahahahahahaha
YUM YUM
Yum Yum
it time to open our present
WOOHOOOOOOO
acutally we already opened our present during the ride
hahahahahaha
but didnt took any photos
soooo
dar & his orange present (:
a card & liverpool tee for him
(:
its my turn
guess whats that?
its 5 paper flowers
Elizabeth Arden -
Provocative Woman Eau de Parfum Spray
after popeyes
we went down to Cineleisure for 2nd round dinner
=x
hmm went Hong Kong Cafe
after that wanted to play XBox/Wii
but there isnt any nice game
so we decided to head back to my place to watch dvd
love is beautiful
when im with you
(:
LOVES !
Labels: Happy One Year Anniversary (:
.Monday, April 7, 2008 ' 11:45 PM
I love you
just came back from work
BEE IS FEEELING
*SUPER DUPER EMO NOW ):
dont ask me why
cause i dont know the reason toooo
sighs !
.Wednesday, April 2, 2008 ' 11:39 PM
I love you
FUCK OFF/
im so super duper fucking angry can
why am i so fucking suay !?!
why dint i checked properly ?!?
SEEEEE LAR
end up i have to pay 139 bucks for MY CARELESSNESS
my tears nearly flowed out when i heard there's a shortage in cash
i knew it gonna be MY FAULT
ahhhhhhh
CHEE BYE LAR
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck !!!!
but my in-charge was nice enough to help me to pay 50bucks
i felt damn GULITY can
):
im sorry !
$#$%IU#*@(&(
alright
lets not push the blame or point finger at others
well
today is just not MY DAY !!
im still so happy that my individual sales wasnt that bad today
but after that incident
i really lose all the mood
i couldn't get over it can
when im on the bus home
i cant stop thinking about it
my heart was aching can
MONEY LEH !!
thou i might be generous towards my friends & family
but im still damn particular with money
it makes me feel painful when i pay for NOTHING
or if i overspend a lil,
i will feel damn uncomfortable
and i can nag/complain NON-STOP
im damn fucking broke now
and all these SHIT still happened
it really spoils my mood can !
BEE IS SCREAMING & YELLING
at the top of her VOICE !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!
ROAR !!!
):
my mood now is totally the same as the lil boy
"MOODY"
SIGHS
):
.Tuesday, April 1, 2008 ' 12:11 AM
I love you
Not a good girl for the past few days
):
reasons were because
1) i keep throwing temper2) i keep raising my voice when i talk
(sound more like trying to quarrel)
3) i cant control my emotion
(i might explore anytime)
4) i keep showing BLACK FACE
ahhh
i dont know whats wrong with me also
well
PMS?
no leh
whatever lar
anyway
its over le
im feeeeeeling
GOOD now !
so MAINTAIN BEEE !
LOL
im boreddddddd
im working full shift later
AHHHHHHHHH
one word;
SIAN
will be working 4 days straight for this whole week
):
___________________________________
Sunday
3o.03.2oo8 (:
went to have dinner with dar at
SHOKUDO
its located at Raffles City
HEY PEOPLE
its damn niceeeeee can !!
you guys should try it
(:
the whole concept is the same as
Marche
just that they serve japanese food
instead of western
alright
check out the link below :
http://www.stomp.com.sg/stfoodiesclub/taste/119/index.html http://lesterchan.net/blogs/2008/03/08/shokudo-japanese-food-bazaar/
http://sparklette.net/archives/shokudo-japanese-food-bazaar/
sorry
was not able to take photos of the inside
so not much photos to post
Shokudo @ Rafflec City
Yum Yum
after dinner
we went J.CO for drinks & donuts
=x
super duper fattening
us
dumb
the reason that i cant lose weight is damn OBVIOUS !
hahahahahahahahahaha
cause i eat & eat & eat NON STOP
):
i going to taste all the GOOD FOOD ON EARTH !
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sign off with this
STUPID PHOTO
hahahahahahaha
im
web-camming with my
Best Buddy; Ching ytd
(: im off to my lala land
zZzZzZzz..
OH SATURDAY
please come fast !
hahahahahaha
*bee is super duper enthu & excited
(:
COUNTDOWN : 7 days