if you ask me what i wish to do now?

i will answer you : SLEEP !
lots of lots of SLEEP.
i need to sleep
i want to sleep
&
im lacking of sleep
BASICALLY IM TIRED LAR !

everyday for me is
school/work
school/work
school/work
school/work
school/work

JUST FOR THE SAKE OF MONEY !
im working like a bull
im making myself look so dead

is money really so important?

tuesday class is killing me.
SERIOUSLY
whenever tuesday come
i will feel super duper sad
im afraid i couldnt wake up for class;
and i will receive warning letter again,
maybe next will be debarrment letter instead of warning letter.

i hate to rot alone in the library for fucking 3hours;
just to wait for 1pm class,
its totally pointless.
a waste of time only.

i hate to meet my mentor after my IS class;
talking to him is also pointless
=x
and in fact,
i hate talking to him.
maybe i have prejudice towards him.

i hate to work after school,
because im feeling shag after a long day in school.
all i hope was i could go home after school
and accompany my mum for dinner
cause im working everyday after school.
& by the time i reach home,
my mum was asleep already.
& when i wake up for school,
she went out to work already.

SIGHS
projects/projects/projects
i couldnt even find time to work on my projects
dateline/dateline/dateline
ahhhh
all the project dateline are adding to my stress level


if i could
i really hope to scream aloud in the library NOW
im feeling so fucking terrible now
my head hurts like fuck
my body is so weak
my brain is not working at all

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH