oh fuck.



I AM NOT HAPPY !
i cant describe the feeling inside me
alone?
lost?
stress?
emo?
i totally have no idea at all






school is starting soon
whenever i think of it
i feel so fed up
i think my FYP gonna be a FAIL GRADE
this is adding to my stress level

sometime i just wonder
how long more can i endure?
i hate tuesday
i hate going blk 34/ level 5-15
i hate talking to MR.ASS (my nick for him)
i hate thinking to how to entertain MR.ASS
how can i cope with MR.ASS's FUCKING ATTITUDE
i just hate him !
FUCKING CHEE BYE LAR !



went school today for tourism project
reached around 930am
do awhile then went for lunch
then off to work
suppose to be off today
but my mummy eileen (my in-charge if you guys do not knw) is working today
so i change my off day to tmr instead
was feeling kinda upset
more to disappointment i guessed
dar supposed to book out today
and of cause im so disappointed because
he could not book out today
):



reached my workplace around 3.15pm
not in the mood of doing anything
end up
i decided to pack my store-room instead
anyway
thats my intention also
i change my off day to tmr cause i wanna pack store-room with mummy
so packed/arranged the whole day



an unexpected guest came to invite me at work today
(:
its was my cousin, carolyn
she even bought me muffin
seriously
im feeling quite touched & happy
is like at least someone still remember you & care for you

she make my day man (:







anyway i have this real bad habit
whenever im feeling stress/upset/unhappy
i will start biting my nails
fuck lar
my nails could not grow at all
cause i dont even give them chance to grow
i will bite bite bite NON-STOP !

TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE, VEG-TABLE !!

when you look me in the eyes;
i know i have fall for you
you gave me a pocketful of sunshine
& i promise you will always be my baby
(:

dont be surprise
hahaha
all these are the songs that im currently addicted to

LOL

shall go sleep sooon
im tired
gonna reach school at 9 tmr for project
fuck
i have not bathe yet
=x

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