just few more weeks more to go
i keep reminding myself i only left few more weeks more
i just have to give my best for this few weeks and im done for this sem
YES
what i have to do first is to change my mindset
i dont deny im a lazy person
i sleep like 2 3 am in the morning
and whenever i need to wake up for class in the morning
i will give myself all sort of excuses to skip class
and this is bad
it has become a bad habit of mine


i always skipped class
and this really affected me


another bad habit is i always cab to school
i cant resist the temptation at all
is a WASTE OF MONEY can
fuck


like today i skipped tutorial class
i skipped last week as well
but i still did my tutorial at home
but what happened today was
i slept and i forgot to do my tutorial
when i woke up
the tutorial quiz was over
im given zero marks
whole day im feeling damn moody
im tt kind always feel that its okay one lar, later then do also can
therefore i feel that i can do my tutorial later
end up my lecturer closed the quiz
i cannot blame anyone
but myself


i thought for the whole day
since i only left few more weeks
why not i just give my best shot
therefore
im going to attend all the class from next week onward
im serious
im trying hard !
im trying to plan my time well as well
time management !! (:



suddenly i felt so motivated
hopefully
i do what i said
no more warning letter please (:


bye !

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